ponderings...

All mothers are ponderers and I am no exception. I will no doubt be pondering excessively through the months ahead. Shawna will grow weary of me staring at her...aware I'm thinking something, unaware of how random the thoughts can be. I stared at her a lot on Saturday. Mostly because of her elegant beauty. Her quiet grace. Her "everything I never was" and wondering how I got so lucky. So blessed to have her for this while. I have always liked her. I have always wanted to be around her. I have always adored her. I have always looked forward to knowing her better. This chapter will be rich and lovely. Umm.